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Simply Repeat

 

 

How long will I stay and simply repeat
The same day I have lived only broken by sleep
A question I ask more often than before
As I stare unflinching at an ever open door
Too many options and choices to be made
Indecision and fear the reasons I have stayed
For this is what I know and have for so long
That before now fades like the end to a song
Is now then the time to cast off the chains
Run for the exit before nothing else remains
Give life a chance and everything outside
That till now was here and always denied

Bring the anger let it be rage

A physical pain I know I can tame

Not this empty sense of blind despair

Broken from within unable move or care

Show me blood on a wall and shattered bone

The darkness I left but can still call home

There I can breathe, understand and exist

Here I am lost because of what I miss

So easy to slip back and just cut off

But I know I can’t no longer am I lost

I shall embrace what I broke

Own the folly of a loving hope

Maybe just maybe only hurt for a time

Grateful for the smile I know is only mine

stolen hours

Did it show or was I able to hide

Beneath the laughter behind the smile

Neither forced or in anyway untrue

A feeling I know well when I’m with you

The moment my heart broke in agonising pain

A moment I would live a thousand times again

It was always a folly of my own invention

A pain I caused so will never mention

A scream that deafened contained in my head

Threatened to overwhelm refused to relent

Ignored by shear will shut down at its source

To enjoy the hours that long consumed my thoughts

I have never known such a smile and eyes that laugh

Able to lift my soul in an instant obliterate any shadows I feel cast

For those hours I would sacrifice all

Without thinking I would happily fall

Because at its core I know only this

Those stolen hours are a granted wish

 

 

Jekyll and Hyde

 

Do you think I don’t see you lurking

There behind the glint in my eye

Always waiting for my weakness

The Jekyll I strive to deny

Not that my hyde is full of virtue

Or even close to morally safe

But when held in comparison

Still has goodness I can place

Less a devil on my shoulder

As a switch in my brain

Able to shut off all reason

And justify the profane

That glint I see now and that lives in my  head

Beckons me to freedom from thinking or dread

Questions my sanity and all I hold pure

Tries to control me with pure pleasures lure

Set It Free

Ignore the questions

Leave the doubts

Lighten the burden

Simply live without

 

Let it go

Set it free

A mind imprisoned

Is a dying tree

 

It struggles for room

Rails against darkness

Fights its limits

Till it breaks or forgets

 

So allow it space

Break it out

Let it run

Hear it shout

 

Then what is says

And how it thrives

Provide the answers

For which you strived

 

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