A mind playing tricks or just speaking freely
Without the constraint or worry of thought
A question I have asked for so many years
And still the lesson I wait to be tought

Do the words I find that before lacked voice
Reflect the desires through fear I deny
Break down the walls I’ve struggled to build
And allow my grounded mind to fly

Or do I see only what I seek to find
Create a world In that night to slip
Losing myself in a story too perfect
Where in reality I just don’t fit

The answer I guess for I cannot know
Is both and neither in equal share
The truth I hold as I can see no lie
But then on waking the walls are there