I have been here before

It’s a place I know well

How long will I stay

There’s no way to tell


Such a strange mix

Of numb, fear and loss

Without a real cause

But a very real cost


One minute see’s anger

Flame beyond control

Willing me to explode

Begging me to fall


In turn are the tears

That flow despite my wish

Leaving me confused

The point I always miss


Unable to explain

Not really sure I care

Moving in a daze

Nothing new to share


A door an exit

Some form of escape

Just keep on looking

The first one I’ll take